u/Sea_Cantaloupe1190

Why Should i keep existing? [context] I'm an ex drug addict, face has giant open pores, been alone for 10+years. I have no room to love someone, nor do i think i could be loved. I'm not close with anyone. Cant make connections with people, just face value. I believe in god and that's been keeping me going. Also my mom being alive is another reason. I have also been working out for a couple years. Trying to better myself, but i feel the same everyday. My face doesn't look as bad anymore, but its still not great. I: cant even look in the mirror without hating myself. The drugs really fucked up everything. I'm just a shell of who i used to be. I know the basic answers I'm about to get, if any?