u/Scared_Mix2506

How can you try and try and try and try so hard times 5000 and no one sees no one at all no how do you do it how do you go if no one sees? How can I try and try and try and try and try all of life and no one sees? And no one helps? How do mom and dad not see if your there kid there baby how do they see all the bad and the bads not for real it’s trying and trying and trying they see is bad lazy rotten kid brat bad evil 😈 how do you go on and on if it’s all bad for you? You try and try and try and they talk to hard and to much and to fast? How do you do it?

Why it’s me all the time??

Why’s it me all the time?? Why’s it me your bad you do it you don’t talk you you you me me me?!?! Why’s it you dont talk so no one can see you don’t talk so it’s why like if it gets hard for me to talk in my autism it’s like yeah it’s you it’s you it’s you it’s you people can’t see in your head so you don’t say words so it gets bad they don’t see it but how come no one has to say words use your words with me like all the time I do it it’s bad they do it it’s a ok 👍 like my helper they say oh its ok she try to make you be naked try to get off the shirt you don’t say words like I can do it i don’t want help so but how come she can’t do use your words and be like do you want help and not go in and try to get me naked and I don’t want to be and like my worker who gos off in Walmart not say she’s going to do something she can’t use your words but I do?!?!? Why’s is use your words for me no one but me !?!

My hard time talking and reading/writing gets hard for me to sometimes if I do bad

Hi I try to do Sedona for me for my art I want to be good at art and feel bad at art

I do it all and then…. I feel bad at art?

What do I do?

I say I feel bad I want it to look good

Feel it feel the bad

I want to be good

Can I let go ? Will I let go

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Then feeling bad more…

Hi for me I’m on art I want to get good in art in my sats and in my head I do it and feel it and see it…but then I draw and ahhhhhh!! 😱 it looks bad!!! I see it looks bad and I see it and feel it to and it’s all the times I do art and I see it and feel it I’m bad at art now what do I do?!?!

I get a hard time a lot in feelings like bad feelings a lot. If I get bad feelings it’s not like okay it’s over bye to the bad feelings 👋 it’s like the bad feelings go on and on and on and on for like a lot of time and like a lot of times like sad or embarrassed or mad or scared and I get nightmares and I get sad and I get stressed like I got embarrassed a lot I’m going 185 to 130 pounds and pants is big on me a lot and I was out in Walmart and my pants fall down like all the way and I got embarrassed and in nighttime I get a lot of nightmares and a lot of feelings embarrassed a lot and it’s like 2 or 3 weeks now from that day and time