I did LSD and i can't work now
I did lsd heroic dose in a bad setting. had a panic attack in the come down. i shouldn't have done this without a proper guide but it's done now. iam a web developer. before lsd, i could work on the computer without any difficult (i could ignore any body signals). Now everytime i sit on the computer, i get this heaviness in the stomach, feels like i am stuck. if I push this feeling, after the stimulation is gone, my mind is stuck on that state and iam constantly thinking about it. and iam showing signs of depression also.
Everyday when I wake up in the morning, i feel sad and depressed. I want to wake up and go and sit infront of the pc and do something productive. but my body is depressed and giving me sadness and hopelessness.
My symptoms are:
working on pc triggers the panic attack
being alone in my room also feels uncomfortable
feel more alone and depressed.
thought of moving away from home on my own also feels scary now.
Can't watch passive content like movies, YouTube videos, etc. Only nature and physical activity seems to pull my attention outwards.
I am wondering would ssri work for some of these symptoms? my doc prescribed me sertraline 25mg. I have been taking it for a week and 3 days, I am seeing overthinking and nothing else much. the neasuea improved and is now almost gone. i can feel the serotonin high slightly but i don't see any consistent improvement in mood.