Pata hai aaj kya hua, me, mummy, papa and my elder sister, we all were sitting together in the evening. My mom was on call with my cousin (much older than me, almost a generation gap) who's a well known doctor. I casually said "bhaiya ka sahi hai yaar, itne saare doctor friends hain alag alag branches me, sabko refer kr dete hain".
My elder sister (she's also a doctor now) got irritated out of nowhere and said in an irritated tone, "tum mujhe kyo taunt kar rhe ho, tumhare kitne dost hain, mujhe taunt kroge to khud bhi sunoge". Tbh I don't really have friends to talk to, from around two years I'm preparing for some exam and lost all friends I had. I literally have no one whom I can call my friend.
She was right but I didn't say anything to her in the first place and that's why I got so angry and all and mom also told her how she was wrong. Still she argued with mom and me instead of accepting her mistake 🤡
I know it's not a big matter but things like these hurt the most. She's always like this, no matter who's wrong, sabko chillati hai, even though uski khud ki galti ho. And my mom says why you're wasting your energy when you know she's like this from her childhood 🤡
Narcissist bitch
Trip? Movies? Scrolling? Preparing for placements?
.. we'll get out of our comfort zone. Okay, I'll just talk about myself (not "we"), I think I'm just a lazy ass who always blames everything on bad mental health, social withdrawal, isolation, inferiority complex and all.
But the harsh truth is half of these things will be fine if I'm not lazy, if I step out of my comfort zone. I think it's easier to cry all the time and blame yourself for everything than to get your ass actually working.
Being a recluse, I get an excuse to avoid tasks further and endlessly procrastinate.
What y'all think?
There's a reason for everything, there should be a reason why we all are like this. Why are we socially detached, hard to socialize, lonely, self haters and other similar things?