u/Sad-Friendship4628

I’m frustrated I cannot restrict anymore.

My life is better and I’m succeeding and doing what I need to do to keep succeeding but the weight I had to gain after restricting more than a decade is haunting me.

I’m back to hating being in my own skin constantly. I want to go back to not having to eat for days at a time.

I literally don’t have time or energy to restrict anymore.

I hate having skin so gd much