Yep the title is correct. I cannot orgasm unless I have two things: a rather very strong vibrator and videos of people uncontrollably wetting themselves, to the point where they’re trying to stop it but it keeps coming out. It’s been this way for about two years now (with the vibrator, I’ve only ever in my life came to those kinds of piss videos when I started 3-4 years ago) I can’t come for anybody, only for my self when I have the videos and my toy and it’s becoming a real problem.

I have a girlfriend and she is determined to make me cum (we started a few days ago) but I can’t tell her that I only can from piss and a vibrator, I haven’t told anybody. As of right now I don’t see any way she can make me come no matter what she does, even if she does the thing in the videos, I still would need a lot more than that. I can’t just see one wetting and finish, I have to see multiple, some times a lot more than that, sometimes it has taken me over an hour to cum because when I start, I won’t stop until I’ve finished. To make things worse I masturbate typically every day, some times even multiple times a day.

Also, to add to that, all of the use of the vibrator has made my clit almost “dull” I guess you could say. When I use my fingers it barely feels pleasurable at all; it doesn’t hurt, it’s like I’m rubbing my leg or something, just not really any feeling comes from it. I can only feel good from penetration.

Recently since my vibrator broke, I had to buy a new one and I feel it on my clit but it only really feels good when I’m about to cum or if I angle it a very certain way (which is hard to do and doesn’t even last for long as I have to keep moving it or it gets uncomfortable. Just as a side note—my old vibrator that broke was pretty pretty good and it felt great a lot of the time, but it was a LOT stronger than my new one.)

Another problem is that I can’t seem to find any new videos *anywhere.* I’m running out of new content because at this point I swear I’ve watched it all, (I’ve looked up every possible idea that might have what I want and I still can’t find anything I haven’t seen.) and keep in mind that it HAS to be a completely involuntary wetting; I need them to struggle and end up bursting but keep trying to hold it.

I don’t want to be like this anymore, I don’t want to only cum to piss videos. I don’t want to need a toy just to feel good. I want to cum for my girlfriend—I want her to make me cum with just her body, no piss, no toys, no hours and hours just to merely get close. I want to feel good with other people, I mean that’s pretty much the whole point of sex! At least for me it is. I don’t want to feel stuck anymore, I want to let go and have someone take care of me without all these requirements.

I am asking for a solution or at least something that’ll help. Any suggestions are welcomed and appreciated, you can even make fun of me for it, just anything to help me move on. I don’t want this anymore. Just send some advice.

Please