Ex (F19) and I (M19) live together and are “friends” but I can’t get over her hooking up
So me and my ex have been broken up for around 2 months, we ended on mostly good terms as we realised we didn’t really match and weren’t made for eachother. There were some issues of mine though that did convince her to breakup which I deeply regret and have been working on improving myself so it doesn’t happen again.
Either way we have a rocky friendship, she is even more romantic now we arnt offical and we have had sex a few times since the breakup, this alongside both of us admitting we still love eachother has made an environment where it’s awkward but we are trying to manage.
Last night was really hard and it’s still going on now, she went out for a girls night but ended up staying later and then bringing a guy back to the flat (I think you can guess what is probably happened) it’s about mid day the next day and they are still in her room to my guess just talking and scrolling. While she has had sex with another guy before the fact she brought him back here is also really hurting me.
I want to move on from her and she does too but the fact she’s bringing people back and having sex is making me so hurt inside and I struggle at socialising so trying to find a one night stand isn’t really working for me.
How can I move on from her while still keeping my friendship and a place to live?