Insecurity. I’m so so fucking upset and I need support.
I hate that I have to question if people are interested in me because I have a baby face and look 15, or if they’re interested because I don’t pass, or if they’re interested because they think I’m handsome. It makes me feel so fucking insecure. It makes me feel like people just don’t actually find me attractive at all. I just wish I looked my age. Getting told you look 15 by someone you find attractive is embarrassing as hell. I’m so upset. I’m 20. I’ve been on T for like 7 months. Which is just starting out, but it’s still frustrating going outside and just being seen as a Black teenage girl.
I go on dating apps and so much of the time older creepy men are interested in me because I look so young. It makes me feel so unattractive and ugly. It makes me feel like a monster.