u/RwTh_RK

So there’s this girl at my uni that I’m crushing on and we’re the same major and had 2 classes together this semester. In one I was assigned to be in a project group with her and her friend and for an entire month (1-2 times per week) I barely spoke to her because I’m naturally introverted and was just nervous as hell in front of her. Most of the time we were working on the project in class too. On the other hand she’s very outgoing the opposite of me and pretty popular I’d say with a lot of friends. I feel like the way I am maybe made her think that I dislike or have no interest in being friends with her. Once while we were waiting to meet our professor for feedback she offered me a seat next to her in a booth and said she’d move her bag but I said I was good standing off instinct as I thought it wouldn’t be long then realized later I should have. Another time we were on a call working on the project and I was the only one with my cam off.

The other class we share is a bigger lecture and I’ve only seen her a few times in the student center with friends. I tried to do some small banter in the group chat but it was very light.

So currently the semester is over and I won’t see her anymore for now if ever. However I found her instagram through suggested and only followed her and got no fb. It is possible u could see my insta and not know its me if you only briefly view it. Also she also has 1000+ followers and gained a few that day but I noticed she followed some other ppl after me. Also ik her phone likely has a lot of notifications daily but idk am I coping?

Overall I feel like I’m too closed off and i don’t know what I should do now. ggwp

Apologies for the long post comrades