u/Rushofthewildwind

Ever since I was a kid, all I would hear is how Americans are the toughest people in the world. How we came into WWII like badasses and solely saved the day by dropping bombs. Especially from my father's state aka Texas. Like, the propaganda was crazy.

Fast-foward to now?

America is bitch made. You have half the country actively deepthroating the Marschstiefel and the other half basically afraid to do anything because of "Martial Law," (which we all know is coming anyways) other than a parade every few months during a nice, sunny Saturday.

Americans, each way, are bitch-made and no matter which way it goes, I never want to see Americans portrayed as badasses or ANYTHING ever again. Because they are either subs to their rich doms or cowards who don't want to rock the boat.

With so much shit going wrong in this country, especially with the gutting of the VA, I'm just about ready to punch my own ticket and clock out. I knew this country wasn't for black people. Like, I KNEW this, but a small part of me hoped that at least it would be better for my kids or grandkids.

Now?

I'm just grateful that I never had kids to suffer through what is going to happen to this place. Like, I love being alive and being with my family, but I'll be real. That dog me in died when I became disabled and forced to rely on walkers and crutches to move around. I know that I'm no longer built for this place and even my hatred of a lot of people can't even have me stick around out of spite anymore.

I'm just tired.