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I posted earlier about having destructive tendencies and having intrusive thoughts. I don’t want to do those things it’s just stuff I think about. I had made a post talking about what I disliked about the church but I see there are some good people but only two had kind words for me. I am Catholic and want to do some good to the orthodoxy church but I am wondering what some cool ideas would be I was wondering maybe making an icon or something cool like maybe making an Icon of my churches Saint and giving to an Orthodox Church. Let me know if y’all have any ideas please leave some kind words only and try to be polite have learning differences and am very sensitive.

Is there a discord server I can join for orthodoxy to make friends?

I was venting on r/orthodoxy about the recent problems I had with orthobros it really gets to me what they say. I talked about how I have ocd and how one of my obsessions was wanting to destroy icons and stuff. I’ve always had these urges but they were magnified by the situation with the orthobros. They told me I was silly for listening to them and that I was acting like a child. I don’t know what to do they made fun of me for being a catholic which I mentioned amongst other things. I just really want to hear someone who speaks with God and know that I am loved. I’m sorry