Today is the day
Like almost everyone on here. This is not my first attempt at quitting. I have been smoking daily since around 2012. Stopped around 2016 because I was getting into school trouble. Lost a ton of weight and looked healthy for about a year even after going back to smoking. Then quit for maybe two weeks for a partner in 2021. Ive been fluctuating 40 pounds above my ideal weight for about 10 years now. Sick of not being confident when i know theres a handsome, capable, athletic man underneath the fat lazy shell that THC has molded me into as I became a man. I remember when i quit in 2021 feeling like I had reverted back to that 14 year old that started this whole thing. Not looking for much advice or attention. I know theres probably another guy like me out there who wants to hear this. Its time. THC is doing nothing for me. Im over it