u/RestaurantActive2568

hello, this is a repost because my previous post attracted trolls and ai votes, i didnt want unnecessary arguing.

to prevent the same thing happening: I'm not blunt, i'm autistic. don't comment ai typing, please. i posted everything according to the board guideline, if you see that i did something wrong - tell me respectfully- ill definitely take care. if you are being disrespectful in the comments i will just block such and ignore from now on.

I've been into mbti for 6 years already, and selftyped ISTP but 3 years after realized im a mistype amd actually am an INFJ. yet after i found out about enneagram i quit mbti since it doesn't seem as accurate anymore and I'm no longer sure about my type. i was confused about the board flairs, i just wanted ones who are interested to type me and elaborate. I'm usually bad with questionnaires, but im giving it a try.

you can see that the last question is 30th, but that's cause i have 5th question after 3rd. i miscounted, don't pay attention.

1. Give a general description of yourself. How old are you?

i can tell for sure i am so/sp9w8 937 and definitely have Fe in the main function stack. I'm 18. i think that's enough for a first question.

2. What do you do as a job or as a career? Do you like it? Why or why not? If you are not working, what kind of job do you want to do or what are you studying?

I'm very bad with studying because of neurodivergency, i quit school at 11 grade (12th is the last at my country) and I'm not planning anything, because i don't like thinking of future at all. i prefer my career to go its own way even if i end up dying on the streets. but don't get me wrong, I've tried and mastered over 20 skills, so that's why I'm confident I'll get at least somewhere. I'm usually dead bored with my life, so i always try on different hobbies. crafting, gaming, dancing, music, filming, writing, cooking, psychoanalysing, anything but studying, really. I'm also usually naturally talented at everything i try except for the stuff I'm not interested in. but if i got to really think about it, i think ill either choose criminal psychology or something very calm and stable like craft shop.

3. Describe your childhood/upbringing. Did it have any kind of ideological or structured influence? How did you respond to it? Did you have any significant negative experiences that may have affected how you think or behave?

i dont remember much, but i always wanted to and tried too much to fit in or be the leader. i was always coming up with a lot of games especially for 2 people. but usually i ended up being "too controlling" because kids i played with couldn't say no to me. that's why after i found out about it i just stopped playing with others or was just asking them for 100 times if they definitely are okay with it. i was also the type of kid who had no free time because of the thousands of activity clubs i was put in by my parents. i hated most of them but never complained.

5. Do you have any mental or physical health issues that might affect how think or choose to live? Provide a brief description.

I'm neurodivergent - i have audhd, hsp, anxiety disorder and ocd. audhd makes me struggle with studying and makes it harder to fit in. hsp is basicaly hyper sensitivity, I'm very sensitive to things others may not even notice and am very emotional. anxiety and ocd is basically just strong anxiety with consequences and strong sense of responsibility. i also struggle with chronic fatigue and health problems that keep me at home most of the time. i wish i was able to leave my house more often.

6. If you had to spend an entire weekend by yourself, how would you feel? Would you feel lonely or refreshed?

that's how i live, i don't have any friends. i love spending time alone mastering another skill or going outside to watch people.

7. What is your relation with movement and your surroundings? For instance do you prefer a sport or outdoors event? If an outdoors event what is it? And why? If not what type of activities do you tend to engage?

i love outdoors events like comicons and themed parties or just attending someone's birthday. I'm up for any fun activity i am invited to, but tbh i prefer it to be inside, because i feel uncomfortable if i spend more than 3 hours outside. i love the idea of sports but I'm usually too tired or uncomfortable for any of them (the health problems i mentioned before).

8. How curious are you? Do you have more ideas then you can execute? What are your curiosities about? What are your ideas about - is it environmental or conceptual, and can you please elaborate?

I'm not curious about anything usually, but few years ago I've developed fake curiosity to fit in. so now i usually have thoughts like "i wonder why that person did that; i wonder why this place was built this way", but i can never truly care for to why people or things are the way they are. i wouldn't call my ideas curiosity, because as soon as they come to my head - they get executed even if it sounds impossible to. mostly my ideas are about art/craft and i ONLY do art to make something made up (like from dreams or fiction) come true or make memories freeze. but i also have ideas about how to psychologically help people or save the world. but it's more abstract.

9. Would you enjoy taking on a leadership position? Do you think you would be good at it? What would your leadership style be?

I think so, people say I'm a natural leader. i know how to lead and take care of everyone, but I'm afraid I'll be too controlling, so i usually avoid taking that position. i don't know what leadership style means.

10. Do you prefer hands on activities or working with your hands in some form? Describe your activities.

i do a lot of different activities with my hands. playing music instruments, different types of craft, like wirecraft, toy making, doll making, sewing.

11. Are you artistic? If yes, describe your art? If you are not particular artistic but can appreciate art please likewise describe what forums of art you enjoy. Please explain your answer.

i think i already answered to that before. in question 2, 8 and 10.

12. What's your opinion about the past, present, and future? How do you deal with them?

I often focus on the past when making art, it inspires me often. i hate thinking about the future and deciding on it, i prefer living in present and watching future come by itself. i also never prepare for anything, it makes me anxious.

13. How do you act when others request your help to do something (anything)? If you would decide to help them, why would you do so?

it depends. i have a natural hatred towards any help requests from my family, it just gives me the ick for some reason. psychologist said its neurodivergent thing but i forgot the reason. if it's a friend or a stranger I'll be very glad but most likely just do all the job for them, or explain how to do something, but never both or finish halfdone work. if they already started it their own way, i can't finish it for them, i don't know what was their original idea and style. i also sometimes get mad when people ask too simple things, because "i found that out myself you must too" but i rarely actually say that.

14. Do you need logical consistency in your life? How important is efficiency and productivity to you?

this questions really confuses me, i can't find any answer in my head. it probably doesn't bother usually or i forgot.

15. Do you control others, even if indirectly? How and why do you do that?

yes, i already replied to it in the questions 4 and 9. i have a strong sense of responsibility and i often become overcontrolling because of that. nowadays people accept that, because they understand my reasons, but i truly hate that. i also tend to avoid all the situations in which i might have to control people.

16. What are your hobbies? Why do you like them?

i have around 30 hobbies, and i already listed most of them in previous questions. but now I lost my motivation because of boredom so i just look for a goal to achieve. mostly just spend my days getting my achievements in favourite games to 100% and when im done, i start with games that arent my favourite. i like my hobbies because i can feel fun and productivity at the same time. if im missing one i won't be doing it.

17. What is your learning style? What kind of learning environments do you struggle with most? Why do you like/struggle with these learning styles? Do you prefer classes involving memorization, logic, creativity, or your physical senses?

these all are actually one question? i just start practice before knowing a single thing and then if i dont understand something, i go to the exact thing i didn't get and continue. if someone were to tell me instructions or explain something I'd be distracted and asleep the moment they started. i prefer classes involving memorization, logic and physical senses - i adore testing myself with those. if i was supposed to choose one - i can't.

18. How good are you at strategizing? Do you easily break up projects into manageable tasks? Or do you have a tendency to wing projects and improvise as you go?

both. I'm good at both, but both make me incredibly nervous. BUT! if we talks about games, i know for sure i adore strategical games! i have insane fun playing them and am definitely good. but yes, when it goes to projects for work or school for example - I'll always choose no preparation and improvise. just because it'll give me less anxiety.

19. What's important to you and why?

it's a rather abstract question.. well in life i guess. fun, safety and productivity. its important for me that things i do and my life have all 3 at the same time. sometimes productivity OR safety is enough. and tasty meals are very important.

20. What are your aspirations?

unfortunately i don't know much about my desires, hopes and goals. sometimes i want to save the world, i hope to live long and make something valuable and helpful before dying.

21. What are your fears? What makes you uncomfortable? What do you hate? Why?

im e9 so my fears are already known. if you aren't familiar - search for e9 core fears. unresolved conflicts with people and myself make me uncomfortable; i fear being misunderstood and dying abruptly before doing something important in the world. i fear facing negative emotions. i fear having to face fears all alone without anyone hearing or helping me.

22. What do the "highs" in your life look like?

times when i'm productive and feeling safe. when i rarely feel fear.

23. What do the "lows" in your life look like?

when I'm struggling with relationships, mentally unstable, constantly feeling fear and boredom.

24. How attached are you to reality? Do you daydream often, or do you pay attention to what's around you? If you do daydream, are you aware of your surroundings while you do so?

i usually don't daydream, but force myself to when I'm too bored or nervous. I'm often unaware because of ADHD.

25. Imagine you are alone in a blank, empty room. There is nothing for you to do and no one to talk to. What do you think about?

if we're talking about me being in an empty room how did i even end up there? that sounds dangerous to me, I'd start panicking. but if I'm just too early or it's just a made up scenario where i am safe.. i would definitely pull objects out of thin air and come up with ideas to do something about them. seriously, i always manage to find stuff even in a blank empty rooms.

26. How long do you take to make an important decision? And do you change your mind once you've made it?

either 1 second or never. and i hate changing my mind, i only will if current position is too boring.

27. How long do you take to process your emotions? How important are emotions in your life?

forever. i try all i can to get done with them but they just won't stop bothering me. it's natural, in my DNA /srs. i can't really understand that question.. i mean, i personally hate emotions, i wish i didn't feel them, they make me slower and make my life harder. but sometimes im grateful since it's also high IQ and there's some privileges to it.

28. Do you ever catch yourself agreeing with others just to appease them and keep the conversation going? How often? Why?

exactly. i adore agreeing with others and i usually don't even notice doing that. it just brings me joy idk. if the person is genuine about something they say i will agree with them because i want to support them for showing their genuine opinions probably. i mean, i think it's important why the person says something and not what they say. so i sometimes don't even listen to them, intonation is enough.

29. Do you break rules often? Do you think authority should be challenged, or that they know better? If you do break rules, why would you?

i first in my life broke a rule as a teen, i do it now to feel free. if i think the rule makes sense i will be truly loyal and never break it. and if it sounds weird or rude i will most likely break it just to show that it's not a fair one.

30. What is the ideal life, in your opinion?

i have 2 different contradicting options. either a safe life in a countryside where im just having my productive safe fun with no worries, you know like in chiikawa. or 2nd, i save the world, fight for people and solve crimes. i always struggled which one to choose and i cant find the perfect middle either.

thanks.

no Ai, please.

hello, actually I've been into mbti for 6 years already, and selftyped ISTP but 3 years after realized im a mistype amd actually am an INFJ. yet after i found out about enneagram i quit mbti since it doesn't seem as accurate anymore and I'm no longer sure about my type. and now i was wondering if i could get typed by others here. I'm usually bad with questionnaires, but im giving it a try.

i think i misunderstood the flairs, by discussion i meant that i don't only need test result but also explanation.

1. Give a general description of yourself. How old are you? i can tell for sure i am so/sp9w8 937 and definitely have Fe in the main function stack. I'm 18.

I'm struggling with understanding my desires and fears, so i often reach out to others. I'm analytically skilled and love solving both puzzles and people. i think that's enough for a first question, i truly don't know what to say.

2. What do you do as a job or as a career? Do you like it? Why or why not? If you are not working, what kind of job do you want to do or what are you studying?

I'm very bad with studying because of neurodivergency, i quit school at 11 grade (12th is the last at my country) and I'm not planning anything, because i don't like thinking of future at all. i prefer my career to go its own way even if i end up dying on the streets. but don't get me wrong, I've tried and mastered over 20 skills, so that's why I'm confident I'll get at least somewhere. I'm usually dead bored with my life, so i always try on different hobbies. crafting, gaming, dancing, music, filming, writing, cooking, psychoanalysing, anything but studying, really. I'm also usually naturally talented at everything i try except for the stuff I'm not interested in. but if i got to really think about it, i think ill either choose criminal psychology or something very calm and stable like craft shop.

3. Describe your childhood/upbringing. Did it have any kind of ideological or structured influence? How did you respond to it? Did you have any significant negative experiences that may have affected how you think or behave?

i dont remember much, but i always wanted to and tried too much to fit in or be the leader. i was always coming up with a lot of games especially for 2 people. but usually i ended up being "too controlling" because kids i played with couldn't say no to me. that's why after i found out about it i just stopped playing with others or was just asking them for 100 times if they definitely are okay with it. i was also the type of kid who had no free time because of the thousands of activity clubs i was put in by my parents. i hated most of them but never complained.

4. Do you have any mental or physical health issues that might affect how think or choose to live? Provide a brief description.

I'm neurodivergent - i have audhd, hsp, anxiety disorder and ocd. audhd makes me struggle with studying and makes it harder to fit in. hsp is basicaly hyper sensitivity, I'm very sensitive to things others may not even notice and am very emotional. anxiety and ocd is basically just strong anxiety with consequences and strong sense of responsibility. i also struggle with chronic fatigue and health problems that keep me at home most of the time. i wish i was able to leave my house more often.

6. If you had to spend an entire weekend by yourself, how would you feel? Would you feel lonely or refreshed? that's how i live, i don't have any friends. i love spending time alone mastering another skill or going outside to watch people.

7. What is your relation with movement and your surroundings? For instance do you prefer a sport or outdoors event? If an outdoors event what is it? And why? If not what type of activities do you tend to engage?

i love outdoors events like comicons and themed parties or just attending someone's birthday. I'm up for any fun activity i am invited to, but tbh i prefer it to be inside, because i feel uncomfortable if i spend more than 3 hours outside. i love the idea of sports but I'm usually too tired or uncomfortable for any of them (the health problems i mentioned before).

8. How curious are you? Do you have more ideas then you can execute? What are your curiosities about? What are your ideas about - is it environmental or conceptual, and can you please elaborate?

I'm not curious about anything usually, but few years ago I've developed fake curiosity to fit in. so now i usually have thoughts like "i wonder why that person did that; i wonder why this place was built this way", but i can never truly care for to why people or things are the way they are. i wouldn't call my ideas curiosity, because as soon as they come to my head - they get executed even if it sounds impossible to. mostly my ideas are about art/craft and i ONLY do art to make something made up (like from dreams or fiction) come true or make memories freeze. but i also have ideas about how to psychologically help people or save the world. but it's more abstract.

9. Would you enjoy taking on a leadership position? Do you think you would be good at it? What would your leadership style be?

I think so, people say I'm a natural leader. i know how to lead and take care of everyone, but I'm afraid I'll be too controlling, so i usually avoid taking that position. i don't know what leadership style means.

10. Do you prefer hands on activities or working with your hands in some form? Describe your activities.

i do a lot of different activities with my hands. playing music instruments, different types of craft, like wirecraft, toy making, doll making, sewing.

11. Are you artistic? If yes, describe your art? If you are not particular artistic but can appreciate art please likewise describe what forums of art you enjoy. Please explain your answer.

i think i already answered to that before. in question 2, 8 and 10.

12. What's your opinion about the past, present, and future? How do you deal with them?

I often focus on the past when making art, it inspires me often. i hate thinking about the future and deciding on it, i prefer living in present and watching future come by itself. i also never prepare for anything, it makes me anxious.

13. How do you act when others request your help to do something (anything)? If you would decide to help them, why would you do so?

it depends. i have a natural hatred towards any help requests from my family, it just gives me the ick for some reason. psychologist said its neurodivergent thing but i forgot the reason. if it's a friend or a stranger I'll be very glad but most likely just do all the job for them, or explain how to do something, but never both or finish halfdone work. if they already started it their own way, i can't finish it for them, i don't know what was their original idea and style. i also sometimes get mad when people ask too simple things, because "i found that out myself you must too" but i rarely actually say that.

14. Do you need logical consistency in your life? How important is efficiency and productivity to you?

this questions really confuses me, i can't find any answer in my head. it probably doesn't bother usually or i forgot.

15. Do you control others, even if indirectly? How and why do you do that?

yes, i already replied to it in the questions 4 and 9. i have a strong sense of responsibility and i often become overcontrolling because of that. nowadays people accept that, because they understand my reasons, but i truly hate that. i also tend to avoid all the situations in which i might have to control people.

16. What are your hobbies? Why do you like them?

i have around 30 hobbies, and i already listed most of them in previous questions. but now I lost my motivation because of boredom so i just look for a goal to achieve. mostly just spend my days getting my achievements in favourite games to 100% and when im done, i start with games that arent my favourite. i like my hobbies because i can feel fun and productivity at the same time. if im missing one i won't be doing it.

17. What is your learning style? What kind of learning environments do you struggle with most? Why do you like/struggle with these learning styles? Do you prefer classes involving memorization, logic, creativity, or your physical senses?

these all are actually one question? i just start practice before knowing a single thing and then if i dont understand something, i go to the exact thing i didn't get and continue. if someone were to tell me instructions or explain something I'd be distracted and asleep the moment they started. i prefer classes involving memorization, logic and physical senses - i adore testing myself with those. if i was supposed to choose one - i can't.

18. How good are you at strategizing? Do you easily break up projects into manageable tasks? Or do you have a tendency to wing projects and improvise as you go?

both. I'm good at both, but both make me incredibly nervous. BUT! if we talks about games, i know for sure i adore strategical games! i have insane fun playing them and am definitely good. but yes, when it goes to projects for work or school for example - I'll always choose no preparation and improvise. just because it'll give me less anxiety.

19. What's important to you and why?

it's a rather abstract question.. well in life i guess. fun, safety and productivity. its important for me that things i do and my life have all 3 at the same time. sometimes productivity OR safety is enough. and tasty meals are very important.

20. What are your aspirations?

unfortunately i don't know much about my desires, hopes and goals. sometimes i want to save the world, i hope to live long and make something valuable and helpful before dying.

21. What are your fears? What makes you uncomfortable? What do you hate? Why?

im e9 so my fears are already known. if you aren't familiar - search for e9 core fears. unresolved conflicts with people and myself make me uncomfortable; i fear being misunderstood and dying abruptly before doing something important in the world. i fear facing negative emotions. i fear having to face fears all alone without anyone hearing or helping me.

22. What do the "highs" in your life look like?

times when i'm productive and feeling safe. when i rarely feel fear.

23. What do the "lows" in your life look like?

when I'm struggling with relationships, mentally unstable, constantly feeling fear and boredom.

24. How attached are you to reality? Do you daydream often, or do you pay attention to what's around you? If you do daydream, are you aware of your surroundings while you do so?

i usually don't daydream, but force myself to when I'm too bored or nervous. I'm often unaware because of ADHD.

25. Imagine you are alone in a blank, empty room. There is nothing for you to do and no one to talk to. What do you think about?

if we're talking about me being in an empty room how did i even end up there? that sounds dangerous to me, I'd start panicking. but if I'm just too early or it's just a made up scenario where i am safe.. i would definitely pull objects out of thin air and come up with ideas to do something about them. seriously, i always manage to find stuff even in a blank empty rooms.

26. How long do you take to make an important decision? And do you change your mind once you've made it?

either 1 second or never. and i hate changing my mind, i only will if current position is too boring.

27. How long do you take to process your emotions? How important are emotions in your life?

forever. i try all i can to get done with them but they just won't stop bothering me. it's natural, in my DNA /srs. i can't really understand that question.. i mean, i personally hate emotions, i wish i didn't feel them, they make me slower and make my life harder. but sometimes im grateful since it's also high IQ and there's some privileges to it.

28. Do you ever catch yourself agreeing with others just to appease them and keep the conversation going? How often? Why?

exactly. i adore agreeing with others and i usually don't even notice doing that. it just brings me joy idk. if the person is genuine about something they say i will agree with them because i want to support them for showing their genuine opinions probably. i mean, i think it's important why the person says something and not what they say. so i sometimes don't even listen to them, intonation is enough.

29. Do you break rules often? Do you think authority should be challenged, or that they know better? If you do break rules, why would you?

i first in my life broke a rule as a teen, i do it now to feel free. if i think the rule makes sense i will be truly loyal and never break it. and if it sounds weird or rude i will most likely break it just to show that it's not a fair one.

30. What is the ideal life, in your opinion?

i have 2 different contradicting options. either a safe life in a countryside where im just having my productive safe fun with no worries, you know like in chiikawa. or 2nd, i save the world, fight for people and solve crimes. i always struggled which one to choose and i cant find the perfect middle either.

edit: IM SORRY i accidentally put 6th question after 4th so theres 29 not 30. dont mind that, please.