u/RentConscious7968

I struggle with BPD crash outs and afterwards I regret the things that I may have said or done in moments when I felt under attack or unsafe. More often than not, I actually have a valid reason for feeling upset, however my responses tend to be overblown for the situation since I feel my emotions so intensely.

I’m struggling with shame and the paranoia that maybe someday the people I’ve crashed out on will resurface later in life once I’m healed and they’ll still hate me. I also worry about my reputation being ruined through word of mouth. What has your personal experience been like years down the line when you’re finally healed and you bump into people you have hurt?

Hi, all! I’m wondering if any other HES Postbacc Premed applications also received the notice from the DCE portal yesterday that the application window is now closed? Does anyone know what that’s about, considering the deadline is actually 11:59pm today? I’m obviously very bummed, especially considering the amount of time, effort, and money I spent on the application-only for the portal to prematurely close. Crossing my fingers that it’s just a glitch and not that all the spots have filled.