u/Remarkable-Flan-4047

So I need some help figuring out if I’m actually ugly. I’ve had people say I look like a gargoyle and laugh at me, and I’ve even been told to kill myself. But at the same time, I’ve had women express that they like me. I’m not trying to brag or anything—I’m just confused. It feels pathetic that how good of a life you have can depend on some random person’s perception of you.