I’m mentally exhausted and don’t know how to get through this
just need to get this off my chest.
I got into a financial mess because of an emergency, and now it feels like my entire life is controlled by it. My phone doesn’t stop ringing—calls all day, every day. Even worse, people have started coming to my residence. There’s no peace at home anymore.
I feel constantly anxious, like I’m being watched or chased. I can’t relax even for a minute. My sleep is completely messed up, and I’ve lost my appetite. Some days I just sit there staring at nothing, overthinking everything.
My salary is coming, but I can’t even use it for myself because I have responsibilities at home. My mom depends on me, and that pressure is always there in the back of my mind. I feel stuck between responsibilities and a situation I don’t know how to fix.
I don’t have anyone to talk to about this. No support system. I just keep everything inside and pretend I’m okay outside, but I’m not.
I don’t know what the solution is right now. I just want the calls to stop, the visits to stop, and to feel normal again. Right now it feels like I’m losing control of everything.