u/Reasonable-Debt726

am from U.P 18 years gernal category I study in Hardoi district my father sent me to Jaipur where I can study he sent me to my uncle home i join online class of pw but there some problem I had to leave my uncle home and join hostel in there is tight schedule that's i can not cope up also I get distracted easily that why I not properly take my class i literally aadicted to YouTube i try various time but can not complete my course also I have problems in hotel after 11 I stop online coaching focus 12 class there a catch i top my class but after wards I do not why my will to study properly is going down some how I manage to 76% after 12 I take drop but as i tell my will and YouTube aadiction destroyed my first drop year i try some time to study my father also advice me to study properly but days to days days and 1 frist drop is wated i littery destroyted my basics also i do not know what i explain my father condition he isaid you betray us why you not study properly i really do not know can i get any colleage should i take a last drop i do not what what are other option can someone really helped me please i request