u/RandomDavo

I have two job interviews for kitchen hand positions at hospitals tomorrow and Friday and I’m freaking out. I’m planning to leave my current job at the RSL Club as it’s a toxic environment where we were understaffed and I had to work alone one night shift washing dishes and the manager never sent for help until the end of my shift where I got most of the washing done. I finished half n hour overtime at 10:30pm.

I dunno how I will go with the two interviews as I’ve only done two job interviews in my entire life and the first one was traumatising. I’ve been watching YouTube videos of interview questions and answers and my friend emailed me some tips but it’s a lot to remember. My anxiety is really high and I’m a bit worried if some of the questions they ask, I dunno how to answer or I’ll get stuck on them. Any tips?

Not expecting to get any replies as usually I don’t get them but I just had a relapse with my self harm last night and this is my second time in this admission I self harm in hospital. Had really bad flashbacks of my traumatic last suicide attempt where I almost died which I’ve been getting since I got sectioned to hospital last month for the first time and it triggered my self harm. Also been in hospital for almost 7 weeks which is my longest admission and I just wanna get outta here. It just also ruined my day as the nurses put me on category 3 where I can’t go out for day leave for my safety and they now have to do check every 30 mins. Can’t stand being in here anymore.