u/QuickServe430

Hi. I used to be a femboy when I was younger. I had a body that many envied.

Unfortunately, due to medical issues, depression, and medication, I lost that body, and currently I am more than anything else; not fat, but not thin either.

I still have my long hair and my feminine features are still somewhat resisting

I currently have a girlfriend who knew me as a femboy, but every night I look in the mirror and suffer for what I've lost, because I also know that I'm not the femboy my girlfriend knew.

Any advice? Should I let go of my past and focus on what I have?