u/Purple-Disaster3768

if im posting pics on Reddit it’s because im having a bdd episode. Its a compulsive behaviour for me but ppl continually say im lying then say “pp with real body dysmorphia wouldn’t want to kill themsekves bc somebody said they’re ugly”

I’ve felt intensely suicidal the past few days, I tried to do something, then ppl kept accusing me of lying or rage baiting. One person even told me to go ahead and do it, and another person was incredibly verbally abusive and made all sorts of horrible threats

I’m so upset. I feel horrible. People are so awful :( how do i deal with this? I’m going through a severe crisis right now and I still want to end my life

I’ve decided I don’t want to go outside until I can get the necessary surgeries to fix my face :(

im cisf but i look like a man, i get continually transvestigated on here, i feel humiliated even going outside because of how awful i look

Idk if it’s dysmorphia when people are telling you that you look like exactly as bad as you think you do tbh