u/Psych-Patient1193

Canon event ba talaga yung kapag maglilinis ka, may mahahalungkat kang alaala?

This was written June 2023 nung kasagsagan ng pagkainlababo ko. I was surprised that reading this still hurt - - - I'd like to believe that I've done my part in moving on. I mean, it's been 3 years. So.. Why does it still hurt?

Thinking it over, maybe this didn't *just* bring up the memory of the relationship. The hurt may be coming from seeing how deeply I loved her.. By the way the relationship ended - the contrast hits hard, I suppose.