First time car owner and I js bought a 2020 civic ex. What can I add that's relatively affordable? I want a duckbill but do you keep it black or paint it? Love the car js want a little more style/sporty look.
(20M) I've been online friends with this girl (20F) for a few years now. She always had a small thing for me but never fully expressed it so our dynamic stayed relatively platonic. I had 0 interest in her romantically until a year ago. It was short lived because long story short I was confusing the comfort of familiarity and feeling wanted for romantic intentions. We communicated and stayed friends but it somehow brought us 10x closer to where it still sometimes tips into "is this casual."
I know since I was the one to push it back into friendzone I should be a lot more careful about doing things that feel ambiguous. For example, we started sleeping on call and we text almost all the time. I've brought up my concerns about our history and dynamic but she has insisted that distancing would be worst thing imaginable.
Neither of us are actively meeting new people and our each others sole confidants (unhealthy I know)
I don't want to lose my friendship with her but it's 100% unfair to be in a pseudo relationship if you will when I don't have those intentions. I keep thinking that maybe with time it could change because she is such an incredible person but I know that thought is so harmful to both of us. As her friend I want her to be with someone where she can truly be appreciated and loved wholeheartedly, and I know that can't be me.