Since 2014 my epilepsy and dpdr has turned me from fit to fat. There’s an incredibly massive difference in the way people treat you once you turn drastically fatter than what your past life(before this illness)used to be. Genuinely fuck this shit, sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and want to break it.
I told the woman at the groomers to make my dog loo more like a poodle since she's a poodle mixed with some other breed that is not known to man. Instead I pick up something that is a completely different species looking like she came out of Pokemon. I aint complainin cos lol at least price was decent. They even put a ribbon on her and gave me a mini doggie perfume Omg
I started talking to a guy online yesterday, we had literally one Discord call that lasted about an hour. It was a normal conversation, nothing flirty, just getting to know each other.
Then today he starts messaging me and out of nowhere begins sending kiss emojis and hearts… like 😘❤️😙 And I’m just sitting there thinking… what?? We barely know each other. It hasn’t even been 24 hours. I didn’t flirt with him, I didn’t send anything like that back, I kept everything completely normal. What makes it worse is that I didn’t even react to those emojis. I didn’t send any back(didn’t even send a smile 😊 back), didn’t encourage it at all, and he still kept doing it. That’s the part that really annoys me… like are you not reading the room at all?
It honestly made me feel uncomfortable and completely killed any interest I had in a potential friendship. It feels so forced and unnatural, like he skipped 10 steps and is acting like we’re already something when we’re literally strangers(my intention was never for there to be an US through here I was just looking to chat and make friends). Do people actually think this is okay? Or cute? This throws me off so much. It hasn’t been the first time either and I really hope it’s the last. I just want to know if others relate to this. Anyway, I won’t be getting back to him which on one hand is a little “sad” because we did have a great conversation yesterday.
It’s my first post on this sub so sorry guys if this is long wishing you all the best and I hope you guys are able to create amazing friendship/relationships with real genuine people.