u/Procelain_Moth

A week from today will mark one year since my life fell apart.

My old friends left me because of how I acted and my mental health. (They like to pretend they suffered the most from my own disorders) ive just learned they have a gc called "[my name] survivors (minus [ex friends name]). I feel like shit. My friend talked to my #1 enemy about me at some point, and they said there is nothing they are more terrified of than me.

Maybe I'm not a great person, but I feel so much like a caged wolf because of them; everyone is waiting for me to bite. If I do, I prove them right. If I don't, I go slowly insane.

I feel like a monster. My crying fits are horrific. People keep leaving me. I just want to know I'm not alone.