Biggest fear with gay dating?
So I'm 31M, & I've only been in two official relationships with men my life, one a ex husband & other ex boyfriend. I experienced both relationships while I was in my young 20s & they both fell apart badly at year 2. I've grown & healed so much in the last 10 years it's crazy. One thing I'm realizing though is that maybe I've learned to protect my peace too much? It's like every guy i come across, we'll hit it off, the chemistry is great & they're telling me they want the same things, then legit outta nowhere they just ghost me or completely play iny face. I guess my fear is ending up alone, or getting too comfortable being disappointed by men I don't even bother trying since it feels easier to protect my peace. I know ofc that wouldn't help me find somebody, but damn is it draining always being genuine & guys stepping on your feelings. Sometimes I gaslight myself in thinking "well I should be enough for myself & you shouldn't be down about being single" even though I really do love myself & my value isn't based on a man, but I do yearn for true love and partnership. I hope I experience it truly before I leave this earth 🌎