u/PretendShop7672

i realized he was a narc, and i blocked and left him . I was disgusted, but then 4 weeks after i started to miss him. I need him. He isnt good for me abd he disrespects and maniplulates me when hes angry , controlling .But when hes chill he is full of love💔 hes emailing me saying do u miss me? why u didnt come in my birthday and tell me hbd? …. Its all about himself💔💔💔💔 but i miss him now idk what to do i need the connection we had, the thought of someone understanding you 💔 i was doing fine but now its starting to hit, and maybe he is not a narc but ig thats just my brain sugarcoating. my question is what do i do ? Is it gonna be better? 💔