u/PretendEgg5887

I guess it's because all I have of us is the delusion that you loved me, that you still love me. It's because it reveals the sharp reality that I was avoiding for a very long time, that it's never gonna be me. And yes, it is bitterness, but it is also pain.

Maybe loving, even ending unsuccessfully, is worth it. Because what is life without love? But loving can also be its own kind of torture, as if screaming under water.

Kahit ayaw ko, kahit alam kong katangahan na lang to, kahit sinabi mo na na hindi mo na ko mahal.

Hindi ko alam bakit ikaw pa rin iniisip ko. I guess love really is never logical.

Pero napapagod na din ko.