Should I listen to Heart of Brain?
So i was in touch with a girl for an arrange marriage everything was going good, it was my first time so was so much connected to her emotionally, then it was her birthday went to Ahmedabad for that from Mumbai and celebrated with her. spent time with her then when returning she was happy as I was like this is the best thing happend to me, when I came back she blocked me from everywhere saying she doesn't want this now I cried I tried to get why all of the sudden she is saying no, she told me I don't tell parents now. I waited for her for two days waited cried for her response then I decided to tell her father, they had fight on 3rd day calling me that now it can't be fixed you shouldn't have called father we would have solved it, I told her I had not any option, her father then told my father that this won't work out between our families she is saying no! I texted her on the same night about my feelings and how much was she meant to me but she didn't see my heart, she was brainwashed easily by her friends that I don't look that good and my looks are not good so she changed her decision instantly. now on 4th day she called me cried infront of me said she will fix everything it was her mistake and she want to fix everything but I knew my family and I have been hurt in this few days, told my father he told me clearly she ain't the girl to be trusted she takes her decisions without thinking of results. now I attaching my self too much don't want to let her go but my mind is saying something else.
i have already told her brother that things won't go as she desires now I m hurt too deep and won't be able to accept mentally. she texted me this morning that it is her last sms of i accept her she will fix everything she was crying and everything but I don't know what do I do, I have already hurt my family and they don't want her for me I can't go against my dad cause in past i have already hurt him and my mom on my little bros birth he is 4 and I am 23 so u can understand, what I have hurt her. now I don't want to hurt them again in future because of her but same time my heart says I should give her one last chance
Can anybody please help with this dilemma I am in.🆘