u/PositiveAd9462

Out of everything that’s ever been said, assumed, or even misunderstood and of course how we both over think and are both so stubborn, one thing that has never changed is how I’ve felt about you. Im sure by now you know that . I know I’ve expressed a lot before, even in that long letter I wrote, but none of it came from confusion. It came from something when I met you and to this very day I see it .

I see all the hurt, all of it, all the time . None of it means I’m scared . Ever . But it doesn’t make and won’t let it make me run anymore , I don’t want to , I can’t .

My feelings for you have always been real. Not influenced by anyone else, not shaped by opinions, and not something that could be rewritten by outside voices. No one else has ever been in my place, felt what I’ve felt, or experienced you the way I have. Absolutely no body. So when people think they understand it, or try to define it, they’re speaking on something they were never a part of.

And I’m not saying this to convince you of anything or to pressure you I’m saying it because it’s the truth I’ve carried, whether I’ve been close to you or distant. Time, space, and even silence haven’t changed that. It’s just always been there.

I also want you to know this isn’t about me trying to prove something or explain myself over and over again. I’m not trying to make you see things the way I do or feel what I feel. I understand that everyone processes things differently, and you have your own way of handling life, emotions, and everything that comes with it. But with that I don’t ever want you thinking I don’t care , you asked me not to speak on it and I haven’t anymore .

No matter what has happened, what people have said, or what things have looked like from the outside my feelings have never been something you had to wonder why, you don’t okay, you don’t.

I’m not asking you for anything with this. I just wanted to say it clearly, without other people’s interpretations mixed in.