Burn that bullshit little scale
In 3 weeks from now I have a trip planned to Turkey, where kratom is highly illegal.
I specifically chose a country where this is the case to make me quit.
I booked this months ago, and it forced me to stay dedicated to my taper.
Now I am on my last 2,5 gpd, I can just drop .1 everyday and than it's good as finished before my flight.
I am so excited that it's almost done and feel much more natural and have had some great days, but I also feel fcking exhausted.
My kratommind wants me to take an extra dose because I am so exhausted and unproductive, and if I I wouldn't have had that trip planned I don't know if I would stand strong to be honest. It really pushes my towards the finish line.
Before my flight, I am gonne throw every kratom that I've got left in the fcking garbage. I will delete everything that reminds me of kratom.
That fcking bullshit little scale with a kratomspoon, the dumb little bottles that I've sneaky used while going everywhere.
Oh and hear this, I wanted to have a phonecombo wallet for years, but I've got this old fashioned wallet so I can secretly carry capsules with me. Oh I should order that wallet tonight.
I should even throw away the storage box that I've used for kratom, that I can still use for other things. Because of the symbolic meaning.
I don't need this shit, during this endless taper with multiple setbacks I have learned enough coping skills. I have so many things yo be excited about and to look forward to.
Felt like sharing.