i enjoy while having sex but i don’t normally look forward to it
I’m 18 and have been with my partner for 7 months now, in the beginning we used to have sex maybe 4 times a week but with time passing i began to be less interested in it and just wanted to hang out.
He never made me feel guilty or bad about it but i feel like it’s something that i need to understand where its coming from.
While having intercourse i do really have a great time but i normally have to be under some kind of substance to shut my mind and really allow myself to experience the situation. if i’m not under any substance i tend to inhibit myself and end up uncomfortable and not wanting it.
we are now at a point where weeks can happen without us having sex and he’s not mad or anything but i can’t bring myself to understand why does my brain work like that.