Im in that rut.... right before transformation.
gosh.... im so lost in everything lately. I thought I was before but then cancer. becoming a mom dropped a John Cena on me. on top of all of it i went thru the spiritual realization of how crapped on i was as a child up until 30 years old. I have a few journeys going on at once. Has anyone had that before? how do I start organizing myself? cancer took my control of the adhd so I constantly feel paralyzed in my own brain. so many ideas. visions. feelings. but no way to translate. iv been diving into goddess stuff. I believe in God but I just feel a woman should be involved to. iv lost alot of my feminity. . so im getting in touch with my witchy roots and researching what resonates with me. im currently renovating so setting up alters is a bit difficult and slow. im trying to be patient but I feel the pull. Does that make sense ? its becoming more and more intense so I know when I finally balance thyself. The journey will be so magical !! ✨️ 💛