I've been kicked out of two sober living for not looking feminine enough
I recently got out of rehab for substance use and was sent to a female sober living that knew I was in early transition before they accepted me. A week later I had to leave because "they couldn't fill their vacancies with me living there". I found another sober living and made it very clear that I was in early transition. They accepted me, and then 2 days later, I got a text saying that people are uncomfortable with me living there because im in early transition. I understand to a degree because a lot of addicts have SA trauma, but I haven't done anything to make anyone uncomfortable other than exist in the same space as them. Im keep things clean, and I keep to myself . Im struggling. im a month sober and feel very unwanted. I used dissociatives to run away from me transitioning for many years, and when I actually allow myself to be myself, im met with resistance and ostracization. I feel like relapsing but dont want to because it can effect me getting HRT and the effectiveness of it. I came to dallas looking for support, and now I just feel alone.