maybe seizure???? i don’t know m maybe
17 years old I am very worried maybe
I wrote this halfway after my consciousness flicked out i don’t remember the first half i just grabbed my phone and started typing
dude i have no idea what happen my consciousness just whited out it was like i was underwater, more accurately the fuzz you get when you’re completely high but im sober and my brain just shut off for a second before rebooting when I snapped myself out of it. i was in the dark and i saw a mosquito so i went to go reach over and turn on the light so when i did that i just froze and caught myself falling back. afterwards i was so confused i just stared with wide eye wondering.
what happened to me, i know the feeling of low blood pressure it’s more so of a haze rather than this i’ve never felt this unless i was high off my rockers and it was for a few seconds before im out catching myself. i haven’t slept much, an hour? out of 24 hours and have been up the whole day and can’t sleep as i’ve also drank an enter drink like 7 hours ago. the back of my head hurts kind of tingles even though i didn’t hit it. it’s hard to describe the location exactly but it’s through my eyes lower back of head and my vision is blurring a bit. maybe it doesn’t hurt but it tingles like tickles it’s like a light imagine playing the pianos were replaced by soft fingertips that’s what it feels like. looking around the room feels so weird it makes me feel bad. my vision is unfocused. i suddenly grabbed a water bottle and it slowed like i was capturing it slower then i was reaching for it.
my grandma had seizures but my mom never had one nor me. i’m panicking and i got really really unbearably sad after the bottle and starting crying also im sad because my phone cover like the small corner for the camera lense case just fell off and i don’t remember dropping my phone while reaching but the thing is i don’t remember what i first wrote. I cried and i don’t remember how long it lasted for but maybe 10 minutes.
but now an empty space occupies the tingling? + my brain hurt again wave coming in from left side focal point rushing in to spread it feels like actual waves + i mean i’m fine it’s just i know a feeling in my chest heat like softly tapping against my collarbone and warmth in my left breast with a heart beat like jump rope level 900 i don’t know how to explain it but i feel it from 2 sides like it’s tangible the head migrated to the chest
hi so i walk a bit straight but standing still causes my knees to twitch bucking a bit when i try to set them forward and i have to concentrate. when i was looking in the mirror my face looked not real if it made sense i pushed my fingers against my cheeks and it didn’t look right still. also my left eye kinda twitched occasionally
i tried to get those answers but they were buried i keep disconnecting from my body when i called my friend and i just cried but i don’t cry it just warm now this is because i called my friend