this is "The Motherland Calls" monument in Russia, I dream of seeing it in person.
I just want her to be an homage to it cause I guess Snezhnaya also has the topic of patriotism and the monument looks really cool
unless they'll make her a petite pink haired catalyst ofc
for the life of me, my mind can not be focused if it doesn't get passively stimulated by something. for me, it can't be something actually interesting because I *will* get distracted, but still stimulating enough to be useful. I already watched most of the videos I could find that were suitable for these criteria, but I am also very tired of this😭 and I can't listen to music cause it is either distracting or overstimulating, same goes for the brown/white/etc noise.
I just always need something buzzing in the background, and while it's not the best way to live, I don't have the time to figure it out atm because of the finals.
if anyone has the same problem and has found something for yourself, please share! I seriously have nothing left to watch on yt and I'm struggling
I don't think it needs elaborative explanations, but 200 required characters disagree. life is a bitch and I'm not emotionally mature enough to deal with everything adulthood has decided to put me through. like I am doing things and dealing with it, but istg I don't know how to not stress and go through this cycle over and over
I drink a whole bottle of water - i need to pee, I drink a tiny bit of water - i need to pee, I drink too many sweet drinks - i need to pee. I didn't need to pee? I need to pee