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For 2 months i am experiencing headache on short online course ( so its not a uni or college, just private institution providing government funded training). We re group of mature people.
The lecturer is a bizarre person since beginning for no reason. To me only. When i rise up hand i am being ignored, until i unmute myself and talk. Then i am being humiliated / put down in a subtle way. I just laughed it off and let it be. Then there was assignment and was supposed to get a feedback. Which was 2 sentence written ( on 20 page work), including ‘ i really like your black/ white image’. I had no black and white image in my work, so probably commented someone elses work i dont know.
Once she questioned me i was silent in group activity which was not true. I was like wtf she talks about.
And during yesterday session i asked ( again ignored so had to unmute and speak) about work.
Basically that i have two personas for my website marketing, each are different from each other so what should i do , her answer was ( she did some bizar, creepy gesture like lifted her finger in air ) and said ‘ just choose one persona’. That was it.
Its clear to me that she feels threatened by me for some reason. I have no reason to change myself as i am non conflicting, hard working, passionate student. I had enough after this answer and wrote a complain to admin that there is a ‘communication issue’ with brief descriptions, and that i am not sure whether i continue with such support.

Based on reviews about the company i don’t really expect any support and they will just ignore me or tell me to quit. Which i don’t mind as i copied all documents so i can study myself, maybe its how it should be then? Its just a shame that i wont receive any certificate on end. I did it mostly for motivation but i am not sure if this is the motivation i was looking for.

I also in a group discussion there are men ( her favourites) who are always against me. Whatever i say the one or two of them start prove me i am totally wrong. This is not beneficial to me as well, and i have nowhere to complain about this as you can see.
I did plenty discussions while finished Masters few years back and everyone was respectful and supporting each other in groups. This course is for unemployed people of all backgrounds , obviously, but that does not mean i let them be rude towards me, right?

For 2 months i am experiencing headache on short online course ( so its not a uni or college, just private institution providing government funded training). We re group of mature people.
The lecturer is a bizarre person since beginning for no reason. To me only. When i rise up hand i am being ignored, until i unmute myself and talk. Then i am being humiliated / put down in a subtle way. I just laughed it off and let it be. Then there was assignment and was supposed to get a feedback. Which was 2 sentence written ( on 20 page work), including ‘ i really like your black/ white image’. I had no black and white image in my work, so probably commented someone elses work i dont know.
Once she questioned me i was silent in group activity which was not true. I was like wtf she talks about.
And during yesterday session i asked ( again ignored so had to unmute and speak) about work.
Basically that i have two personas for my website marketing, each are different from each other so what should i do , her answer was ( she did some bizar, creepy gesture like lifted her finger in air ) and said ‘ just choose one persona’. That was it.
Its clear to me that she feels threatened by me for some reason. I have no reason to change myself as i am non conflicting, hard working, passionate student. I had enough after this answer and wrote a complain to admin that there is a ‘communication issue’ with brief descriptions, and that i am not sure whether i continue with such support.

Based on reviews about the company i don’t really expect any support and they will just ignore me or tell me to quit. Which i don’t mind as i copied all documents so i can study myself, maybe its how it should be then? Its just a shame that i wont receive any certificate on end. I did it mostly for motivation but i am not sure if this is the motivation i was looking for.

I also in a group discussion there are men ( her favourites) who are always against me. Whatever i say the one or two of them start prove me i am totally wrong. This is not beneficial to me as well, and i have nowhere to complain about this as you can see.
I did plenty discussions while finished Masters few years back and everyone was respectful and supporting each other in groups. This course is for unemployed people of all backgrounds , obviously, but that does not mean i let them be rude towards me, right?

I reported our private landlord for several issues like broken boiler so no hot water no heat, rodents in house, no fire alarm was set up since last fire we had in kitchen, roof leaking causing big yellow mould to grow.
I mentioned 15 years old lives here as well ( its mother and her daugher who live in 1 tiny room👀) now reading that the enviromental health has actually no power, besides rehousing people probably?
One would think council would push them so the tenants wouldnt need to be housed by them, whats your experience or knowledge on that matter please?

To build website with AI?

Can you really create a professional looking quite simple website in AI ? Nothing fancy, just a website and blog for freelancer, which should meet spec fonts, typefaces, hexa code colours, F shape…can all these details be adjustable?
I was thinking about Figma but not sure if its worth to learn on Figma just to build 1 website, plus future of Figma is questionable. U dont really want to spend 6 months learning program that will be outdated by the time you master it. So do you think AI is capable to build it according to your vision?

Perhaps i can use combination of both?

Can you really create a professional looking quite simple website in AI ? Nothing fancy, just a website and blog for freelancer, which should meet spec fonts, typefaces, hexa code colours, F shape…can all these details be adjustable?
I was thinking about Figma but not sure if its worth to learn on Figma just to build 1 website, plus future of Figma is questionable. U dont really want to spend 6 months learning program that will be outdated by the time you master it. So do you think AI is capable to build it according to your vision?

Perhaps i can use combination of both?

Stupidly i ate 2 croassants yesterday and i know i am intolerant , but didnt expect such symptoms this time- first i noticed blood in anus( similar to light period), itchy, painful throat. At night i woke up constantly because the throat was scratchy i felt i need to drink lots of water, but it woke me up again and again. Now i have some pressure in eyes, i just cant keep them open! Its like they re super tired, painful when i keep them open, and i feel quite cold especially feet, outside is 19 degrees.

Anyone went trough that?- looking to hear YOUR PERSONAL EXPERIENCE, not suggestions or recommendations as i ll see Dr.

Stupidly i ate 2 croassants yesterday and i know i am intolerant , but didnt expect such symptoms this time- first i noticed blood in anus( similar to light period), itchy, painful throat. At night i woke up constantly because the throat was scratchy i felt i need to drink lots of water, but it woke me up again and again. Now i have some pressure in eyes, i just cant keep them open! Its like they re super tired, painful when i keep them open, and i feel quite cold especially feet, outside is 19 degrees.
Anyone went trough that?

I had appointment today with Dr who after research is also practising in private alternative clinics where they focus on allergies, Mcas. And it seems they knew in practise so they gave me appoitment with him.
He asked me about my symptoms, and then asked me if i have a skin issues like rash. I said very rarely, he said skin rush is the major symptom of Mcas, so he started gaslighting me its not Mcas despite i have other tons of issues. He then suggested a blood test to check it, i asked oh really, what you gonna be checking there? He then admited there is no test specifically for diagnosing Mcas from blood. And he asked me how am i hoping to get help from them. And he said there is no treatment for Mcas on NhS! I said i would like to be reffered to immunology where they can prescribe it to me. So thats why he then suggested that test first, and added ‘ its not like you just turn up here and request referral’.
I have a feelings that after blood test they will just blame it all on my higher blood sugar. But every time they will mention my Bs , i will do the same- blame it all on MCAS. And lets see how they will react:-)
Guys, we need to fight for getting treatment in Uk, because here in Uk the treatment of Crymolin Sodium plus private Dr visits is very high comparing to other countries. Most of us already spend a lot on supplements, antihistamines, hormone treatments etc. ..if you want to test whether you can tolerate Crymolin before spending its 40£ which is 7 days treatment. So you see most people cannot afford it in Uk, and Nhs should at least partially fund it, as it can significantly affects your quality of life. Especially when having other chronic serious issues which Mcas makes worse. I mean, Diabetes cannot be well managed without managing Mcas.
Maybe we can start a petition?

I have given task on course to create 30 days sm calendar and insert as clear layout on one of the slides of my tasks. When i tried it it is too long for slide as its whole months , so whoever opens it he has to zoom it on it to see the details like visuals, but it is blurred. I tried to download it as a landscape as my slides are landscape but no success.

I wonder if any diabetic here and manages blood sugar with histamine issue? If so how? I react mostly to environment so nothing much i can do. Bs is high, if it continues within 4-5 years i get heart attack or get blind.

Is histamine and diabetes a deadly sentence?

I am hoping i get answer here. My GP does not acknowledge xistence of Mcas so no prescription. Eventrough i am diabetic and it affects my blood sugar no matter how i eat or exercise or how many pills i take. They just judge me and blame all my symptoms on me being lazy food obsessed addict.

So where do i get Crymolin, Ketotifen…? I read in Ireland?