English is not my first language, so sorry if I misspell some words.
Some context: I'm 18 (F18) and I'm dating someone Who is 16 (M16). Well, I say we are dating because we're in a situationship(? I really don't know anymore.
Last year he asked me to date him. I really liked him, but he was 15 and I was 17. I was scared, but his family loved me and they have always treated me amazingly (I have known them for a long time and I have family issues, so I felt that I was doing the wright things if they aproved our relationship).
I'm going to call this guy "P". So P is always horny. When I say always, I mean ALWAYS. I don't like sex that much, and I didn't want to do it with him because he's a minor and I know It isn't wright. I told him a lot of times I didn't want to do it, but I some point I just gave up because he insisted a lot.
I remember a few times that I said no, but P insisted too much I finally did it. But one day, I just said no. Hours passed, and he asked a lot of times. I always said no. And I don't really remember how, but I was lying on the floor and he started to take my clothes off. I told him not to do it one more time, but then I stopped isisting. He did what he wanted to. I didn't say anything. I was in the floor without moving, without saying anything. I felt horrible after that.
I confronted him later and I don't remember It well, but I think he was sorry. But I don't know, if he didn't want to hurt me, why would he do it?
I have some friends who knew our situation, except for the sa. They have implied they are uncomfortable with what I did (dating him). But I don't want to tell them what happened. I don't want them to hate him or blame me. I love his family, but I don't know if I can take this any longer. I don't want more drama.