I also got rejected by Best Buy for a part time sales associate role. Currently unemployed and can't even get a fucking minimum wage job.
I have a bachelor's degree and 1 year of experience in management and strategy consulting. What am I supposed to do?
I don't want to get in the details of what and why. I have been feeling helpless lately (well, not lately, it's been years at this point).
I've grown resentful and I'm constantly filled with rage and sadness. I feel like I don't deserve good things anymore so I starved myself for 3 days... maybe 4? I don't remember. I just stayed in bed and tried to sleep for as long as I could.
This morning I got my period and I've been dealing with some pretty bad cramps that have spread from my stomach to my back and my legs. I took solace in the thought that I deserve this additional pain too.
I toughed it out all day but it's 3am now and I felt like I would pass out. I caved and took a painkiller and grabbed a packet of biscuits. I broke down in tears eating my first biscuit.
Everything feels so pointless.