I still can’t believe this is my life now.
A few weeks ago, my husband tragically passed away in an accident while I was 34 weeks pregnant with our first child. I’m now 36 weeks pregnant and preparing to bring our daughter into the world without her father beside me.
He was my best friend, my safe place, and the love of my life. Becoming a father was his biggest dream, and seeing how excited he was for our baby girl made me love him even more.
What should be one of the happiest times of my life has become the most heartbreaking. I’m trying to navigate grief, prepare for childbirth, and somehow stay strong for our daughter all at the same time.
Some moments still don’t feel real. I miss him more than words can explain, and I honestly don’t know how I’m supposed to do this without him. I just needed somewhere to let this out.