What do i do...
im 28 about to be married in a few months, I was in a super abusive relationship a few years ago and he actually ended up almost killing me.. I met a guy whi was divorced and we had a great relationship until recently... hes grabbed me by the throat a few times now (not squeezing but grabs) when I have made him mad or he will throw me down on the bed and sit on me so I listen to him.... tonight I noticed he had some scratch marks on his back and asked him where he got them from, he said it was from me which it wasnt and when I said that he grabbed me by the throat and pushed me on my side and yelled at me.. he apologized for hours after and wouldnt accept I wouldnt listen to his apology. I want to leave but the shelters are full where I am, I dont have a single friend to go to or any family at all, i have no job right now or any kind of money...I feel stuck here. I dont know what to do..