Type me..........
The images above may or may not be helpful, I don't save a lot of relatable texts and stuff and as predictable as it may say undthe only things I can ever find are quite general and could apply to many, maybe. They are things I can relate to as personally as possible, the last ones are a reflection of what I see in my mind, if that helps.
Slide four is an album I feel deeply, music is trascendental for me. Certain melodies structured in a certain way can make remember certain things, forget certain things, feel a certain way, trigger certain images and thoughts. Hence I'm really picky with music, as with everything, I appreciate and embrace individuality deeply, hence it reflects in everything I choose and like. I mean it, I physically feel a strong dislike towards the mainstream and everything that gains a certain recognition, not everything, but I think things are better when the public is select as it feels more personal and chosen, targeted, when not everyone can like something. It's something I can't control, when it comes to the latter I'm as quick to judge as possible, but in other matters It's really difficult to make me feel like that, I try to be as educated as possible and even if I hold a certain position I will try to know everything about the rest even if I don't agree with them, to know what I'm actually disagreeing with, I can't imagine being totally biased.
Superficially, or as an overview; I'm much of an introvert, as intensely as possible, there's not a single ounce if not very little of sociability in my being, I appear as friendly and all as possible when dealing with people which to others seems apparent enough but deep down I crave leaving any crowded space and avoiding any kind of social interaction and if I don't walk away mid conversation is because zoning out is enough for me and I never outwardly show my discomfort, which is another reason why people think I'm agreable enough, I never object unless I'm interested in objecting. That, though I simultaneously yearn for a friendship of any kind, people don't quite understand me and can't keep up with my conversations, they aren't interested to a personal level on what I say and just brush it off as "intelligent" (parallel to thinking it's weird), I think I'm overrated as a person for that, people think too highly of me and I feel as if I can't quite meet those standards..
I tend to overanalyze everything, the "it's not that deep" is below me, and I most definitely overthink, constantly, my mind never "shuts up" plus it feels as if it were constantly multitasking jumping from one thought to another or doing various things at the same time. Sometimes (often) I get overwhelmed and I come off as colder than I already act or shut down.
Again, I value individuality over many things and it shows off in my outward and inward world, I often stand out and I don't mind it, while I don't like being the center of attention nor would I walk to the center in a room full of people I still don't mind standing out and I'm proud of it, I dont care about coming off as weird, I can't imagine myself being anything else.
I feel things deeply, extremely, it's as if my perception was dialed to the max, every little thing has an impact over me, everything holds a meaning for me, resembles anything or is simply transcendental in itself. Sometimes it gets stupid.
I do good in school, my grades are mostly As with the occasional B, I couldn't care less, I care very little about school, I hate it, I never make any efforts there and I get good grades anyway, I'm not even clever I'm quite dumb but smart enough to pass without doing a thing.
Artistic, spiritual and intellectual matters are what I basically live for. I love knowing more about anthropology, linguistics, philosophy, theology, etc... I love physical media, I have a passionate streak for cinema and cinematography, I also enjoy watching Kabuki and Nō theatre, and also more things but I can't seem to remember the whole list. I love abstract stuff, the more intricate the better, I'm not one for simplicity.
In my free time I do research on topics that interest me, watch films, commit to "fixations", do Sudoku, draw or practice guitar or languages.
I don't believe in any religion in particular, I'm quite spiritual and intuitive, perhaps due to my disposition I can only find fulfillment following a personal and individual path. I despise organized religion, and a part of me dies every time I meet someone religious but clearly not spiritual, I find it counterproductive.
I don't know what else to say, hopefully this is enough. I do have a vague idea of my type, enneagram and that stuff.........But I'd like to know from someone else anyway as I'm not too acquainted with the entirety of the matter.