CT doesn’t want me to use my own talking or teaching points
It took me awhile to get it, but I think I realized that they don’t want me to use my own talking points when I teach. I need to use their exact wording and I wonder if it’s a cultural thing but I didn’t think it’d matter, just as long as the lesson is taught and mostly understood by the students.
I guess I’m confused about it all, because my program tells me that it’s good to be an individual and that I’m not going to be a copy of my CT and I shouldn’t be, but nope.
I really thought my lesson was going well today too, but no, somehow I still got it wrong and I totally forgot to write more notes and I guess I’m just so embarrassed and exhausted, not to mention I got a bad grade on an assignment that I have to resubmit and my professor in that class is completely incompetent (long story)..
I just want One fucking win. I’m hopefully graduating soon, but days like this drive me up a wall.