u/Optimal-Sandwich-210

i’m 17(F). for years I’ve been feeling kind of disconnected in my friendships. It feels like other people have better friends or people they prioritise more, while I end up with no one else i’ve never had any sort of romantic relationship so when all my friends start talking about their experiences i get really jealous and it makes me feel excluded and frustrated because i don’t understand why i can’t have that to. i always think i have a “best friend” until they find someone else and im left alone. i feel like I put so much effort into my friendships and get absolutely nothing in return which just makes me feel even more left out. These feelings tend to build up most at night when I overthink things and feel more alone with it.