Lonely again
i want to let you go but i dont mive on. I still save you in myblife and i still get hurt every time i know its life death or freedom when i loose you. You dont sober up. Your with other people whonknow about me but i have no idea of them. I want to let you go. I want to move on. I get lonely i call you. I want to eat lunch with some one i ask you if you need lunch. I blocked you and made it an entire year without you.bit was an incredible year. I dont want you in myblife ibwant to move on. You made me trust you less again. When you were supposed to be helping me with something for my car you returned ro my home for a torch and brought a female with you. Who the next morning text me about you being at your girlfriend and them being your girlfriend of two years. Mow she knew my home and mybphone number and knew of my sober life. Now am i safe to have you near my home. I should never have invited you back in. Now how do move you out of my head my heart my life safely for me