Got back together and broke up again
So a few months ago I posted that my boyfriend and I broke up because he was forced out of the closet and couldn’t deal with things emotionally. We were both not out and figuring things out and we both loved each other very much. We ended up talking and getting back together after 3 weeks. Trying to figure out if he wanted to be on the gay side or straight side cuz straight side is easier in life to be accepted. Believe me, I know. Well we ended up breaking up again and this time it sounds like it’s for good even because he said he doesn’t think he can actually be on the gay side because of judgement. I would still take him back because he is the love of my life and he still loves me very much. I know I deserve better because I would do nice things for him but he really never did for me and prioritized almost everyone else over me because of his anxieties of fitting in. I was trying to work up the courage to break up with him, but when I went and just saw him I couldn’t. For some reason, in my heart I feel like he is still the one. I was heartbroken yet again and yesterday was probably the worst day of my life. Today I feel like actually really good. What are everyone’s thoughts?