u/OneDry6849

At the moment I’m very happy to be alive and I enjoy my current life most of the time. ( I’m 28 F Hodgkin lymfom surviver)

But I was often lonely during my canser treatment. I very much wanted my treatment to go well. But I kinda accepted that there were a few prosent chances that I might would die and was kinda okay with that realization.

Thinking back it feels strange that I was okay with that. And wonder if anyone else had the same acceptance?

I felt lonely from time to time during my treatment. I was sad that I was spending days that could have been my last during my treatment all alone. I didn’t feel a big celebration when I was canser free either. More like «thanks», and a big relief.