u/Old-Kaleidoscope4182

I wish there was something I could do to prove to you that my love is never ending. To show you that I can be everything you need and more. I hear you when you say you love me, but you’re not in love with me anymore. I don’t know how you can just not love someone after everything we’ve been through and not taking accountability for the things that you’ve done to get us here is upsetting, but I understand you feel that you’re pain is more valuable and valid than my own, but true love is choosing someone even through hard times. True love is never giving up on the person you care about because that’s what we signed up for 13 years ago, you were my life then and you’re my life now and I can’t just willingly walk away without trying everything in my power to get you to love me again.

This truly does feel like quicksand the more I try the more it sinks to never be seen again, but at least at the end I can say I tried

Okay! It hurts. You know it hurts. I’ve told you as much, numerous times for that matter too. So I’m letting you do you finally boo-boo. Don’t be mad when I do the same. I’m gonna grow and become what you deserve. Then by the time you want me again. I’ll be invested else where. I hope I still love you then. Enough to choose you again. The way I was trying to choose you this time. You felt the need to tell me you didn’t want me, you didn’t love me anymore. Time and time again.

I love you! I’ll always love you. Just idk if it’ll be enough, once I completely let you go. To be able to pull me back. I miss you and I’m going to miss you. But I can’t hurt anymore.