u/Ok_Increase8034

I’m not even a day sober and im so miserable, I have gerd, and the doctor stated that me smoking is the reason why I have episodes of morning nausea. I’m in school for healthcare. And I know I won’t be able to have that career if I want smoke, my boyfriend DOESNT know that I smoke and we’ve been dating for about eight months:/ the guilt is driving me insane and I’m worried about my health, whoever says weed is not addictive is lying. I know it’s a mindset, but your mindset is your body. I hate when people excuse by saying it’s different. I’ve just been trying to sleep all day and I have a console so I play video games I study when I can. I’m doing this secretively.