Did she ever like me? (i think im delulu)
i was her "only" friend and she would watch my streams (on discord not twitch aha) she's an introverted avoidant, and we only spoke once during our first few calls after that i was the only one speaking during our calls and she would just type out her response. there was once i sent her a pic of me with a septum piercing and she went crazy over it (i think that made me like her for some reason). she has always been really pretty to me but i never told her properly. there was also once where we had the longest call ever (5 hours long) but once again it was just me talking/singing and she watched that for some reason.. during my birthday last year i was a little sad and i tried asking her for reassurance "do you think we are the way we are because of our parents" and her answer was "if you ask me stuff like this again i'm not answering" idk it felt like a really odd thing to respond with.. i get that she's a very dismissive avoidant but that hurt me a lot.. this year i got a job and i've been busy and so has she, she opened up about more stuff and i guess i overstepped and maybe that's why she's been so distant with me? i don't know i said i missed her the other day and she didn't respond but she responded to me on x.. i asked her to reply to me on discord (on x) but she replied me with "no".. ALSO she barely shares anything with anyone but she sent me a cover of her singing before so was i special or was i just a regular friend to her i'm so confused.. she could've picked anyone else to be close with (from the gc we met on) but she picked me??? i swear she must've felt something right or was it just me... now i'm starting to think i'm the delulu one..