u/OkSpirit7102

I don't believe this

Also, Augustine rejected a Christian Utopia

Does God determine( give, plan) someone cancer etc.

Is man's life planned or free?

Is God directing the steps of man or is God a light that we see as a guide ?

Am I valuable?

Bear with me on the ramble and unstructured thoughts.

I have recently learned that I give myself, work, serve, fill myself in etc for affirmation for myself. But with hopes to receive affirmation. But mainly for myself.

Apparently, I believe I am only valuable when I am productive. My council said I am valuable without anything. I literally was numb( already numb to the world) I told them, I offer nothing unless I am being productive.

I melted. I don't know how I am valuable without working.

I am so defeated. My weakness is I care

I have heard lines such as "everyone is replaceable, earn your keep" etc .

Thoughts?

Heard it here first. I tried reaching out to TB to see if they would reach out to the boyz PR to do a collaboration with TB.

Does anyone have a influence base on twitter or Instagram that can make this happen?

They should offer a limited number of bandanas with a "Breach Box"

Do you find comfort and peace from the lyrics.

It almost feels like the lyrics are spoken forth to bring out, our inner words of others. For me it has.

I have gained confidence and I use this in public all the time with people.

Job 3:11-17 ESV

[11] “Why did I not die at birth, come out from the womb and expire? [12] Why did the knees receive me? Or why the breasts, that I should nurse? [13] For then I would have lain down and been quiet; I would have slept; then I would have been at rest, [14] with kings and counselors of the earth who rebuilt ruins for themselves, [15] or with princes who had gold, who filled their houses with silver. [16] Or why was I not as a hidden stillborn child, as infants who never see the light? [17] There the wicked cease from troubling, and there the weary are at rest.

Bear with me on the ramble and unstructured thoughts.

I have recently learned that I give myself, work, serve, fill myself in etc for affirmation for myself. But with hopes to receive affirmation. But mainly for myself.

Apparently, I believe I am only valuable when I am productive. My council said I am valuable without anything. I literally was numb( already numb to the world) I told them, I offer nothing unless I am being productive.

I melted. I don't know how I am valuable without working.

I am so defeated. My weakness is I care

I have heard lines such as "everyone is replaceable, earn your keep" etc .

Thoughts?